I'm back.

I'm not in a good mood nowadays. My mood has gone up, side, down. And now guess what, I'm down with fever. Isn't that great. Didn't attend school today. Promised my girlf(s) that we will be havin lunch @ Pizza, BukitPanjang. So i head down to school and meet them. Wanted to see that secondary 2 guy. He's like so freaking cute, plus hot lahs. But he was too slow so we went straight to Bpp. Lunch was wonderful. Last minute my aunt called me. Asked me to head home right after my lunch to pack my stuff and than uncle will drive me to Malaysia, Palm Resort. But in the evening aunt texted me, again, and she has changed her mind. Asked me to choose whether i wanna go Palm Resort tonight or tomorrow. Eventually i choose tomorrow. I'm gonna miss chatting with my friends ehs. Well, i wonder if my aunt knows i'm down with fever, do i still have to go Malaysia? Sigh. I wanna stay home. Well anyway .. I regretted not attendin school today. It's friday. There's CPA. I'm not done with my research yet. How am i suppose to do my coursework next week, F ! Let's see what's gonna happen on monday.

Well speaking of monday, time has been change. Just for Monday, 12July. All students will have to been in school by 9am . Due to WorldCup Final. Omg! I'm going after Spain. Actually Spain isn't that bad afterall, Sigh. Hoho, Let's see than.

I don't know what's up with me now. I just want to be loved by someone. I need someone to take care of me and love me with all 'his' heart. Why isit not happening to me. Did i do something fzxking wrong? And me. There two guy in my mind now. WHAT THE F !? Which one? I gotta go for just ONE. Him or him? I don't wanna cry for a guy. Ain't baby no more. Somebody please. Help me. Should i forget about 'love' or continue searching. Oh my GOSH! Am i being too Thick-Skin here? FML lah!

To him: I do still have some feeling for you. Regret lettin you go. But how? I don't want the same old thing. I want real love. I don't want just ' slackin and go home ' . That's freakin borin. HOW?

And to him: We haven talked to each other before & you're way too young for me. I understand. Well, there's one thing i need you to do. Go far, far away from me. Don't let me see' ya again. Will you?

I'm sorry reader. I'm sick and i don't know what i want. Bye.