Labels: Sigh.

Say hellooooooooooooooooooooooooo to me.


School was absolutely fine today. I get to see him ALOT of times, omg. It's like almost every lesson!:) Hmmm. Nothing much happen today. But this post is specially for my girlf-s. I realized, they are the closers to me in school, in class and @ anyway else. We've been knowning each other since secondary1 and now look, 5 of us as like sista's now.

Shirlaine - Twiny! Haha, Whatever i have, you have it too. Isn't that cool? Can we have the same blood too? haha. Twiny, since secondary1 till now, youre still my aiai/twiny. Although we fight over small stuff/ big stuff, I still love you like i always do(: Remember during secondary one, we have a HUGE fight. And than weihong came in to help you? I can't really remember what we were fighting about. But end up, IM the one to say sorry-.- LOLLOL! Sigh. Next year will be our last year. Study well tau. Okay twinny? Hopefully we get into the same ITE. Not just we, but the rest of our girlf-s too:D Kk? Love'ya!

Miss Lil Shanel - Hey sayangku!! Omg. Youre like a cute little sexy adik to me. Finally, i told ya the truth. Im sorry whatever i did to you since secondary one till now. All the bad stuffs and etc. I was really childish ehs. I'm really sorry. Well, now look! We are like FUCKING close:D It's like, FINALLY! huhu:) Hmmmm, So far .. We did hang out together right? Having pizza for our lunch with the rest of the girls, slacking. Well, hopefully i get my full-freedom soon. So we can hang out somewhere 'FAR'. LOL! But, youre gonna be @ malaysia soon right? HOPE my parents allow me to visit you there ehs. Gonna miss you tau:( Study properly ok syg? Must get in the same ITE:D Love'ya!

Crystal - BABY! We are like 'shirlaine&me' type ehs. WE LOVE OUR DAD! yeah we do! haha. Well baby. I can;t really remember anything. We didn't have a fight before right? No? yes? No we didn't:D haha, Hmmmmm, handsome guys everywhere huh:) Everytime when i see shuaige, reminds me of you, HAHA! Wellwell, Same goes to you too ok. Study hard, same ITE. kk? :D love'ya ^^

Radiatu - LES! Haha, this is funny:) Hmm, we wasn't classmates durin our sec1 &2 days. But we do lepak together with Syikka & gangs right. Rememeber? haha. But now, finally we're classmate, yeahhh!:D Nothing went wrong with us this year. Everything was perfect:) But you seldom lepak with us already, WTF! :'( Sigh.You just study hard okay. Study hard, same ITE. Ite, MUST lepak already ehs. I don't CARE! :D Teeeheeeee.s Love'ya les! :D:D

Sigh. Whenever i'm not with them, i feel so boring ehs. No joke, no laughter. All of them know who i have a crush on, LOL. Sigh, Imissthem already. I guess i should stop here. Gonna meet them tmr. Nights readers^^

Labels: I get to see him

Current song: Broken hearted girl by Beyonce.

I'm back.

I'm not in a good mood nowadays. My mood has gone up, side, down. And now guess what, I'm down with fever. Isn't that great. Didn't attend school today. Promised my girlf(s) that we will be havin lunch @ Pizza, BukitPanjang. So i head down to school and meet them. Wanted to see that secondary 2 guy. He's like so freaking cute, plus hot lahs. But he was too slow so we went straight to Bpp. Lunch was wonderful. Last minute my aunt called me. Asked me to head home right after my lunch to pack my stuff and than uncle will drive me to Malaysia, Palm Resort. But in the evening aunt texted me, again, and she has changed her mind. Asked me to choose whether i wanna go Palm Resort tonight or tomorrow. Eventually i choose tomorrow. I'm gonna miss chatting with my friends ehs. Well, i wonder if my aunt knows i'm down with fever, do i still have to go Malaysia? Sigh. I wanna stay home. Well anyway .. I regretted not attendin school today. It's friday. There's CPA. I'm not done with my research yet. How am i suppose to do my coursework next week, F ! Let's see what's gonna happen on monday.

Well speaking of monday, time has been change. Just for Monday, 12July. All students will have to been in school by 9am . Due to WorldCup Final. Omg! I'm going after Spain. Actually Spain isn't that bad afterall, Sigh. Hoho, Let's see than.

I don't know what's up with me now. I just want to be loved by someone. I need someone to take care of me and love me with all 'his' heart. Why isit not happening to me. Did i do something fzxking wrong? And me. There two guy in my mind now. WHAT THE F !? Which one? I gotta go for just ONE. Him or him? I don't wanna cry for a guy. Ain't baby no more. Somebody please. Help me. Should i forget about 'love' or continue searching. Oh my GOSH! Am i being too Thick-Skin here? FML lah!

To him: I do still have some feeling for you. Regret lettin you go. But how? I don't want the same old thing. I want real love. I don't want just ' slackin and go home ' . That's freakin borin. HOW?

And to him: We haven talked to each other before & you're way too young for me. I understand. Well, there's one thing i need you to do. Go far, far away from me. Don't let me see' ya again. Will you?

I'm sorry reader. I'm sick and i don't know what i want. Bye.

Labels: Him or him

Twilight

• Twilight saga Newmoon
• Twilight saga Eclipse
• Twilight saga Breaking Dawn

Breaking Dawn is split into two separate parts. The first part deteils Bella's marriage and honeymoon with Edward, which they spend on a private island off the coast of Brazil. Two weeks into their honeymoon, Bella realizes that she is pregnant with Edward Cullen's semi-vampire child and that her condition is progressing at an unnatually accelerated rate. After contacting Carlisle, who confirms her pregnancy, she and Edward immediately retuen home to Forks, washington. Edward, concerned for Bella's life and convinced that the fetus is a monster as it continues to develop with unnatural rapidity, urges her to have an abortion. However, Bella feels a connection with the child and refuses.

The novel's second part is written from the perspective of werewolf Jacob Black, and lasts throughout Bella's pregnancy and childbirth. Jacob's Quileute wolf pack, not knowning what danger the unborn child may pose, plan to destory it, also killing Bella. Jacob vehemently protests this decision and leaves, forming his own pack with Leah and Seth Clearwater. Bella soon gives birth, but the baby breaks many of her bones and she loses massive amounts of blood. In order to save her life, Edward changes her into a vampire by injecting his venom into her heart. Jacob, who was present for the birth, almost immediately "imprints" -- an involuntary response in which a shape-shifter finds his soul mate -- on Edward and Bella's newborn daughter, Renesmee.

The third section of Breaking Dawn shifts back to Bella's perspective, finding her changed into a vampire and enjoying her new life and abilities. However, the vampire Irina misidentifies Renesmee as an "immortal children", a child who has been turned into a vampire. Because "immortal children" are uncontrollable, creating them has been outlawed by the Volturi. After Irina presents her allegation to the Volturi, they plan to destory Renesmee and the Cullens. In an attempt to survive, the Cullen gather other vampire clans from around the world to stand as witnesses and prove to the Volturi that Renesmee is not an immortal child. Upon confronting the gathered Cullen allies and witnesses, the Volturi discover that they have been misinformed and immediately execute Irina for her mistake. However, they remain undecided on whether Renesmee should be viewed as a threat to vampires' secret existence. At that time, Alice and Jasper, who had left prior to the confrontation, return with a Mapuche called Nahuel, a 150-year-old vampire-human crossbreed like Renesmee. he demonstrates that the crossbreeds pose no threat, and the Volturi surrender. Edward, Bella and Renesmee return to their home in peace.

- Auntie and i will be waiting. I'll be buying the book first while waiting for the movie to be out which is 7 months away from now :D

Labels: 7 months later